Saturday, February 1, 2014

Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."

This, will forever be my favourite verse from the Holy Quran. I can somehow relate to it so much. Like whenever I feel like I dont think I can handle taking medicine, I remind myself Allah will never burden any soul more then he can bear. Allah has placed me on this path, so I myself have to believe I can go through it right ?

And the highlighted verse on top also hit me hard and made me think about whats been happening these past few weeks. I accept the guilt, the emptiness the heartbreak iv been feeling because what I did was something very wrong and I accept all the consequence that came along with it. I feel guilty, I wish I could take back what I did. But what's done is done and the only thing I could do was learn from it. I've sinned so much it scares me to a point that I'll keep repeating what I did. I dont want it to happen again. I've had enough.

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