I think one of the most amazing experience I'v had in my boarding school is being the Emcee (Master Of Ceremonies , Pengerusi Majlis ) . Boarding school has really taught me a lot when it comes to my speaking skills , it made me a tad bit braver when it comes to huge crowds . Mind me , in my old school I've never really got the chance to speak infront of others . I remember the only time I had the chance was when the Pengetua called me up on stage for a Spot Talk . I remembered the topic , it was somethins about How I got My 8A's for PMR . I remember how emberassing it was cause the only thing that came out from my mouth was "Uhhhh , so .. uhh " and some other crap . I remembered when all the teachers stared at me when I said " In class , I am a very quiet person " which was a bloody lie . Pff everyone knows I was the noisiest in class , ask my English teacher :B now where was I , haa so far my new school gave me the chance to be the the MC 3 times , twice in english and once in BM . The first time was on the 2nd of July if I'm not mistaken it was for a school event nothing big , twas for Pelancaran English Everyday Program . I had Fahmi as my parter which was cool . First time being the MC wasnt so bad , sure we had a few glitches but I think we made a pretty good team . I still had that stage fright feeling because well , I am not a big fan of huge crowds . I tend to speak real fast and end up speaking rubbish .

2nd time being MC was kind of sort of . .. wait memang BIG event pun . I was offered to be the MC for my own school's Hari Anugerah . How fuckin cool is that ?! It was fanfuckentastic I tell you ! This being a huge event it was kind of hard for me because the crowd that time did not only consist of the students from my school but also their parents not to mention the guy from MARA . GAH imagine the pressure my BM teacher put on me -.-" Fahmi left MRSM by this time so I had the new guy Qusyairi as my partner . The first few days rehearsing with him was super awkward , because 1 I' not good with first impressions , 2 he seemed like a quiet guy , 3 He was new , what was I suppose to talk to him about -.- Then came a day when my BM teacher couldnt make it to rehearsals so we had to rehearse by ourselves . Got to know him better then and turns out he aint that bad after all . He annoys me to the max at times too because he is by far the most blur-est person ever . I swear you have to repeat 10 times before he actually understands what your saying -.- And another I dont like about him is the fact the he fucken blames me for every single mistake we did during our rehearsals . Okay back to my point . The event was pleasant . Had a few major-minor glitches nonetheless it was fucken awesome . Needless to say , I think Kucai and I did a good job lah jugak despite those mistakes we made -.-"

The third time , was horrible for me because 1. it was in BM 2. it was in BM ! 3, it was in BM !!!!!!!!!!! For someone like me , speaking malay fluently is something I cannot do . I mean I do speak fluent malay , but when it comes to speaking BM in front of people . I well , end up talking with a bloody accent and I will however end up being taunted for speaking manglish -.- So yeah , Qusyairi was pretty dissapointed with our so--called "performance" . I was too , but what to do , it was a mess I shall say It was horrible' , I think I dissapointed everyone-.-" Twas a good thing it wwas just a school event , like those perhimpunan's like yeahh .. . Nuff said , no more events in malay for me .

I end my post.