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WHATTSUPPPPPP BLOGAHHHH ?!

Its been indeed 1 whole fucking month since I last posted something in this shithole . Mind me , blogging doesn't interest me anymore . Theres like nothing to write about , fduhh if you're living a life like mine you do the same shit everyday , theres no use of having a blog pun cause you do the same bloody thing every single day .

I've been going out almost everyday this month . I had sleepovers , outings , barbeques , parties . Macam macam lah ! So far this week has been pretty awesome . The parents came back from Hajj on the 19th . They got me a topshop bag hihi :') and some other stuff too .

Did all the house chores the next few days since my maid went back . My hands are so rough now :( Took my PMR results on Thursday . Mama drove me to TTDI at around 8:30 . Didnt sleep at all the previous night , so as usual I was being effin cranky . Dah lah jam pergi TTDI and I was late for my breakfast "date" with Luen so I was swearin like fuck inside my head -.-" Met Luen at Jasema , Aidil was there too . Ate , talk , updated each other . Neither one of them looked worried about our results so I acted cool as well . Waited for Hazwani who arrived an hour late then went to school . Suprisingly there were very little people in baju kurung HEH -.-" We were all asked to go to the Dewan tertutup , so met up with the other JD's and sat with them in the dewan . After about 15 minutes , they started the majlis . After the doa , and the speech . My BM teacher being the emcee for the event , started going through the names . OMG I was soo fucking nervous Ya Allah ! my knees were shaking like hell . Sorang , sorang in alphabetical order naik atas pentas . Usually my name was after Miera's name . After Miera went up on stage , I was waiting for my name to be called . They called Hariz instead . My heart fell just like that mannn ! They skipped my name which means I did not get 8A's . They were already up to N . so I gave up and cried . There was no way I was going to get my 8A's since they were sayin the names in alphabetical order . Then suddenly I heard the teacher say " Saya nampak , Harisah sedang mengelap air mata , haaa tunggu laaa . Yang seterusnya Harisah Qistina bt Zulhazri " I WAS STUNNED , I CRIED LIKE FAK MANNN ! , I took my place on stage . I was soo fucking relieved . I saw mama outside , so I went down the stage and went outside the dewan to give her a quick hug . She was crying her eyes out . I was soo bloody proud of myself :') after the majlis ended I joined the others downstairs and then went to OU with Luen , Azi and Aidil . Lepak lepak there till 5:30 then went back to the twin's crib before joinin them for dinner at KLGCC . I went to Port Dickson yesterday it was boring and now here I am back in Shah Alam . I'm hungry -.-