So today I acted like a spoiled brat

Baby , your mine :)

Things were a bit off between my mom and I today . She woke me up asking if I wanted to go look for my camera . I agreed on one condition , I get to choose which camera I wanted . She got all moody and decided to call off the whole bloody thing . I had no choice but to agree with my mom . We went to the store , I surveyed a few camera’s . Inside my head I still wanted the Canon EOS 550D , I’ve been wanting it for months . But to my parents they think its a professional camera so for a girl like me they say its better I get the nikon D90 . So they did . I did not look at the camera AT ALL . I just sat there staring at the 550D camera . The one I WANTED . The one I was SUPPOSE TO GET . I gave everyone who was passing me a face , and I snapped at my siblings . God knows how pissed I was with my parents . I Was an unhappy unicorn that day -.- HAHA . My dad was about to pay , my eyes started to get watery and tears began to streak down my cheeks . HAHA serously mann ! I WAS CRYING IN PUBLIC . I cant recall the last time I did that . I felt like a baby okay ! I didn’t look at the camera , I did not touch it , I just hated the bloody thing . I just gave my parents a face and left the shop . My dad asked if I wanted to have dinner there but I just asked him to send me home . My dad left me at home with the camera after that . I just stared at it for a few minutes . I opened the bag , and began experimenting with all the settings . I still hated it though , OMG there was so much hate I swear like just throwing the bloody thing . After experimenting with the buttons and taking about a thousand takes of the ceiling . I grew fond of the camera . I started liking it . My maid saw me with my new toy . She said something that moved me , that made me think of my behavior before that . She said ” You’re a very lucky girl , your dad loves you so much he got you a camera . An expensive camera . He loves you soo much ” in indonesian that is * I thought back , how I acted . How spoiled I look . How I treated my parents when they were only wanting whats best for me . They were only wanting to get whats worthy of their money . How bloody childish I was crying in public , not appreciating their effort of coming down to TTDI and then take me out just to get me the camera . I felt stupid , I regretted everything . I called my dad and apologized , and thanked him for the lovely gift . I may not have gotten what I wanted , but I got something better . Ma , pa I apologise for my behavior . I love the camera . I love you guys