" Last name ever , first name greatest "

Ho wow , Its 2 in the morning already , and yes I am not in bed just yet . I feel like its been some time since I last updated this thing . Oh wait , I did 2 days ago -_-

Anywhos , hey hows everybody doing ? I miss school , I skipped 2 days well cause I felt like it 8D . I went to the library on Thursday with them twins . 5 long hours of hardcore studying , no distractions , no music AT ALL . I shall start going to the library more often now . Studying there memang masuk otak (y)

K , Friday well nothing much lah I stayed at home . Studied the usual . Had music in the evening and now here I am . IYEAY

A bunch of things happened these pass few days ;

• I am fucking trying to make things back to the way they were but you dont fucking notice . I want us to be bestfriends . To be honest I miss being bestfriends with you . Fine , go on ignoring me then , see if I care . Technically why we stopped being bestfriends was YOU own bloody fault . Call me cheap some more , blame me for not updating you about my life . Is my life THAT important to you , that I have to update you about everything ? :) Obsessed much ?I think so too :) Haih people these days

• Another thing is , OMG kena ke cakap like that , clearly I wasn't flirting with your bloody boyfriend . We were TALKING . Go lah stalk summore see if I care .

• Dont expect me too hook you up . You dont have a bloody reason to hate me you sonofabitch . I fucking told you a million of times that I dont fucking know her . We met ONLY ONCE . You expect me to know everything about her ? And you told her , you knew her from me ? What would she think now huh you tell me ? I had to tell her k , I WAS HELPING YOU , SHE said you were harassing me with questions , which was true but I did not use the word harass , she did . Get your facts straight before hating me k ? thanks .

Okay chill ,

I am glad AR and I are on good terms now alhamdulillah . I am very grateful . Id never thought we'd be okay after what happened . I have moved on yes . And he's probably on the way with that other girl . Sure I felt a bit < / 3 but its for the best right ? :)

I just finished watching the "Kami Prihatin" song about people throwing away their babies . OMG nak nangis k :'/ . Some people dont have the fucking brains . Clearly God gave you a gift you throw it away like its garbage .

I shall go sleep now , my eyelids are heavy already . Take care my lovely's . X