" I shouldn't love you , but I want to "
Okayy , I am literally blinded by the white pendaflour light . My eyelids are feeling so heavy right now . But I am still awake cause well I had this sudden urge to blog . I feel like letting everything all out . The songs Tears of heaven by Eric Clapton and Just So you know by Jesse Mccartney is on replay right now . I feel so effing bloody down .
Lets just start with school please , before I start my emo shit .
School was far beyond my favourite time of the day . I had so much fun karaoke-ing with Luen and Pucca . Sang songs like nobody's business HIHI . Seeing all my favourite people sitting at the back the same people I shared mylaughters with everysingle fucking schoolday since last year . I love them to bits I swear . And yes that includes you too Boon .
Well , we got out personalized name tags to today , I had mine personalized as "Po" and "Harisah Q " cause I didnt quite like the Qistina nametag . Its just not me yknow ? Hazwani had hers as "pucca" , Shar as "Shar Nasser" and Izreen as "M.I.A" dont ask why -.- . We feel so special . It looks so purdy . cant wait to ask Kak Ton to jahit it onto my uniform HIHIHI .
In the evening nothing much happened . I had maths tuition . Which was okay . And also science at night . Tuition is cool yo .
Dear you ,
I know you like him , and I dont blame you . I admit after seeing that my heart went like this terus
I feel so fucked up seeing that , but what to do . I shouldve done this a long time ago I keep telling myself to move on , but I dont make an effing effort to try and do so . Kena redha and sabar je lah . Memang nothing will happen lah after this . I am done , and tis time trust me , I.mean.it .
My fingers are tired , my eyelids are heavy , I shall hit the sack now . Take care my lovely's . x
Lets just start with school please , before I start my emo shit .
School was far beyond my favourite time of the day . I had so much fun karaoke-ing with Luen and Pucca . Sang songs like nobody's business HIHI . Seeing all my favourite people sitting at the back the same people I shared mylaughters with everysingle fucking schoolday since last year . I love them to bits I swear . And yes that includes you too Boon .
Well , we got out personalized name tags to today , I had mine personalized as "Po" and "Harisah Q " cause I didnt quite like the Qistina nametag . Its just not me yknow ? Hazwani had hers as "pucca" , Shar as "Shar Nasser" and Izreen as "M.I.A" dont ask why -.- . We feel so special . It looks so purdy . cant wait to ask Kak Ton to jahit it onto my uniform HIHIHI .
In the evening nothing much happened . I had maths tuition . Which was okay . And also science at night . Tuition is cool yo .
Dear you ,
I know you like him , and I dont blame you . I admit after seeing that my heart went like this terus
I feel so fucked up seeing that , but what to do . I shouldve done this a long time ago I keep telling myself to move on , but I dont make an effing effort to try and do so . Kena redha and sabar je lah . Memang nothing will happen lah after this . I am done , and tis time trust me , I.mean.it .
My fingers are tired , my eyelids are heavy , I shall hit the sack now . Take care my lovely's . x
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