I started my job today as one of those paper markers at Kumon. to be honest I really enjoy it , not to mention at all the cute kids squeaaaaals*

Apart from the whole working thing, yeah shit happened as soon as work ended. I had, hmm I wouldnt say problems laa. See what I mean b I dont know how out of the blue things were a bit off between him and I . and ofcourse it made me loose my mood lah. Dengan papa datang lambat to pick me up . He stoppped talking to me for some stupid reason and it made me almost have a meltdown. I was screaming at my mom for no apparent reason when she called. I was posting raging tweets on my twitter. See where this is going , one SMALL problem and Im already the biggest paranoid bitch ever known to man kind. Were not even bleepin together and Im already like this. I remind myself over and over and over again not to get attached and not to fall for this guy and looks what happened. Im paranoid, Im upset, I check my whatsappp every  seconds. I ACTUALLY CHECK THE LAST SEEN THINGGY, and that thing has made me even more paranoid. Haih, I dont know la, I hate feeling like this. Im already head over heels and I cant help it . Susah la macam ni . Susah la bila dah suka orang, Im afraid day by day, we'll end up getting bored of each other because we go through the samee shitty routine everyday. Ni belum aku pergi egypt nanti. God knows how the hell am I going to keep in touch with that A-hole.