Yknow what I hate so much when you're into someone ? You start feeling paranoid and you keep on checking your phone eventhough there is nothing. Then you feel so bloody pathetic for waiting cause the guy may not be in to you and you're all full of yourself thinking hey maybe he's the one ? I hate waiting, I hate checking my phone every 5 bleepin seconds for a text, I just hate this feeling.
Yknow another thing that I hate ? as Aidil would say the " not sure " feeling . I mean I hate feeling indecisive , I hate not knowing how I feel towards another person wether or not I like him or just liking him for the sake of just, liking him . Is there even a difference -.- Truth is, I hate all these mixed feelings inside of me . Its like I cant make up my mind wether or not I do like you or just, the opposite ya know ?
And yknow another thing that I hate, I hate the fact that I fall for people too bleepin easily. I mean what the hell, feelings wa subur. My feelings grow for that someone in a very short time and it frustrates me to the max ! Idiot, I am . UGH h8 dis feeling emagerd !!!!
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