Have you ever cried so hard you cant even wipe  your tears,
The kind of crying where your tears start to seep through your dry skin so it stings,
The type of crying that leaves you breathless, and gasping for air.
The one your cant bear to hold in any longer so you just let it all out into your pillow.

There was a certain kind of familiarity I felt,
The kind of sadness I never thought I would encounter again after so long,
The kind of sadness that leaves you heartbroken,
The kind that leaves you wondering,
How could someone yoou love whole heartedly would do something like that.