Wednesday, December 5, 2012


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Now all that's left are memorise. Memories that will be cherished forever.

Hi, hello. Well, I think this is going to be a long one... *deepbreaths

See the header up there ? Yeah. As some of you may know, I got accepted into a boarding school in form 4. MARA Junior Science College Pengkalan Hulu was the name of the place. First time I heard the name Pengkalan Hulu I thought where in the fuckery was this shit hole. For starters, I obviously didnt wanna go. Hey, I was livin the life in TTDI and suddenly everything changed when I got accepted into that hell hole.

2 years has given me a lot of experience, experience that I will forever cherish until the day I die. Friends who I will forever remember, teachers who put 100% effort into teaching us weekdays, weekends day or night. I will seriously miss studying late at night at the meja batu with Teha. and even prep sessions where we end up laughing our asses off during the last 15 minutes, or having to combine 4 classes for each period and having classes at the PSP . I will seriously miss all the tension from SPM and what we did to release all the tension that  we all had in ourselves. Imma miss our usual midnight stuffing sessions, getting friggin nasi orang kahwin at 1 in the morning, having friggin nasi orang kahwin for breakfast, Western Day Saturdays, Keli Tuesdays, eating at the Cafe with my classmates on days they were seving meat . Not forgetting, my beloved  my beloved Form 2 sisters. God, I swear this place has given me a lot to hold on to. A lot of cherished memories. I swear, boarding school despite all the strict rules, the narrow minded students ( some) , waking up at flippin 4:45 in the morning everyday. Despite all the stress and tension I received  I do not regret, I repeat I do not regret one bit about studying there. That place has changed me, in way lah, I've become a better person compared to the person I was in 2010. In 2 years, dari aku gagap baca Al- Quran, aku khatam Al -Quran. Dari gagap baca Surah Yassin, Alhamdulillah I managed to memorize the Yassin in a year, I am blessed to be given the chance to be studyin in a place where everyone was pious (well, most of the people there are ) but seriously, I feel blessed to have been given a chance like this. Honestly, at times I think of this opportunity as one of the many things my mom asked for during her Hajj in 2010. She probably wanted me to change into a better person and alhamdulillah Allah granted her wish with this oppurtunity of letting me study here in boarding school. Away from all the madness, away from technology, away from malls and mamak stalls, away from my friends most importantly.

2 years passed by too quickly, and I'm back home for good. It feels like Iv been away for a looooong camp or sth. Now its up to me, wether or not I want to put all the things I learnt in boarding school and put it to use here. " Orang yang mempunyai ilmu tetapi tidak memanfaatkan ilmu yang diperolehinya adalah orang paling rugi dalam dunia ini " quote our Student President Nabil. Its up to me,myself and I wether or not I want to change or stay like this .This is going to be hard, but I'm pretty sure I can do it .

Until then , 

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