I dont know why but every bloody night, when the clock strikes 1 I have this somewhat sort of mojo to blog I dont know why . I think it has become a habit . So apparently I dont have an exact topic to blog about but Iv been doing a hell lot of thinking and to be honest I am so not ready for SPM. and the fact that I havent been studying makes me feel like as if I am getting dumber day by day . Dengan lepak sampai malam nya. Its like as if I am back to my old self, padahal baru haritu I promised myself that I wanted to change. Truth is, I dont think I am that ready for a big change. I have yet to enjoy my life right . Right now, what I fear the most other then god himself obviously is the fact tha tI wont be able to cover all my form 4 topics in time for school next year. Considering the fact that I will be AWOL for about 2 weeks and I will only be back on Christmas makes thins well lest fortunate to me when it comes to studying . Dah lah Im only getting my books from mi teacher tomorrow. I am still pissed off though, he was one of the reasons why I started studying late UGH t(-_-) . Nonetheless , by hook or by crook . I dont bloodyfucking care I HAVE to study starting tomorrow . Thats enough for tonight right ? .