You say that this is for the best , tell me then why am I in tears ?

I declare this blog , dead . Well ' technically it is dead though . I rarely update nowadays . A part of me is just to lazy to type out what's been going on and shit . I dont eeven even get the point of blogging also now -.- Let's start off with something on the lighter side . I've been alright , life has been pretty good these past few days . Everything is A-okay ! School is currently the last place on earth I wanna be in right now . A place where I used to look forward to going is now my least favourite place I would go to . The teachers bloody separated my clan into 2 groups . The Alpha clan and The Beta clan . Both pure science stream classes , both are equally smart and both are equally awesome . I'm in Beta with Miera , Mia , Luen . Fareez and Izreen . Hazwani and Azi and my 3 favourite boys are in Alpha . THE TEACHER'S BLOODY SEPARATED THE JD'S MAN ! HOW DARE THEY ! At frist it was just me and mia in Beta . I cried buckets when they announced I was in Beta and the others were in Alpha . But day by day I got used to everything . I'm pretty grateful I got into Beta though . That way I can focus on my studies , HEH no -.- I just realized I've been in the same class as Luen for 6 fucking years now :') WOW OK . I'm starting to love doing homework and studying . To be honest I miss studying . Physics is currently my least favourite and also favourite subject :B I've been reading classic english novels from my mom's cupboard . I dont get them man -.- Its so bloody complicated . I'm of to bed gnight !