I've been wasting time for the past 24 hours or so . I should really bang my head on a wall right now yeah ? I promised myself I would study today but look , still on the bed with the computer on my lap . I should just kiss my A's goodbye right now -.- So I spent my night lazing on the bed with the computer watching Ray William Johnson and Shane Dawson videos on youtube . Yknow come to think of it , its quite amazing how they can get so famous just by posting videos on youtube . I wonder if they make it as ajob or something , I wonder if they get paid *rubschin HAHAHA so anyways the first week of puasa just passed , and Papa already asked me what I wanted for Raya . Tafish , semangat gila papa . So anyways I just said he could just give me cash and I could find something I like , and thats when mama bugged in saying I would buy something innapropriate and all that shit , a big WTH for that . And she also said like whats the point of buying me cloths when we're not even celebrating raya this year . A big WTF for that ! I can sense this year's raya is gonna be the far most boring-est raya ever , period . We aint going anywhere which is a bummer to me cause I was looking forward to going back to Terengganu , yknow take a break from all this studying and shit . And plus its been atleast a year since we last went back . Our usual cuti sekolah balik kampung thing in March didnt happen this year because I had trials so the parents decided to take another honeymoon and left me with the 2 monkeys . See how parents only think about themselves , even worst see how PMR ruin everyone's life -____- I swear if mama doesnt take me out anywhere during raya I will lock myself in my room and not come out till its PMR . fuck cares . I have tuition in a bit , alright logging out ! xx