When I hold you in my arms , I know that its forever "

Gosh I feel like crap , I havent felt like this in a long long time . This was the exact same feeling I got the first time I knew Rauf . This unexplainable feeling where if we are not talking , I keep thinking about the worst . I shouldnt feel like this , no correction I cant . This is very depressing . I cant take this anymore .

much love ,
PO .