Never regret something that once made you happy.I Dont Love You by My Chemical Romance is on replay right now , I am feeling a tad emo from yesterday . As per usual , I dont have my mojo to blog so that's why I havent been posting much lately . Other then that , the fact that I am currently living a boring life is why I dont blog much these days , there is nothing to talk about T.T
I started my diagnostic exams yesterday , so far I have killed 4 papers another 1234787 to annihilate , woohoo bring on the late night study sessions and countless cups of tea . I cant wait ! My BM paper was okay , thought the fact that the ministry gave us fucked up topics for the essay part , I totally screwed up that part . My brain didnt contribute that much ideas so I was basically writing crap .My BM paper 1 was pretty much screwed too , 1st question dah salah -.- tafak weh , plus the text they gave us was in bahasa asli melayu with the "maka's" and " titah's" I fell asleep as soon as I finished reading the text -.- My english paper today was quite tough , especialy paper 2 . The paper 1 part was quite confusing , paper 2 heh jangan cakap lah . We had themes for the literature part , I didnt know how to start the themes part :s My guided writing was ze bomb I swear . Ideas kept pouring out like waterfalls .
Enough about exams already its giving me a headache -.-" .School was the usual , while waiting for our english paper to start , Luen and I took other people's slingbags and put it over our heads and acted like retarded pirates ARR ;) heh I love school :')
Life has been treating me well for the past few days . Its just that this , this tad bit of liking feeling towards this boi lah . OMG cannot lahh , not noww , correction cannot like him pun haisho :/ No I just cant , it.is.slowly.killing.me.inside
Plus , I have a friend . She is practically my bestfriend because well we are pretty close and ofcourse we update each other every once in awhile . I rant to her about my feelings everytime . Now dah kata bestfriends , you are supposed to support each other no matter how effed up his/her decision is right ? Not telling him/her that your decision is wrong and all . You are suppose to be my bestfriend , you have to support me not tell me that I wont sucseed and all hello all I need was someone to get my hopes up not bring me down . Your suppose to tell me everything is going to be alright even when theyre not , and not say awww nak buat cemana ? I dont feel the connection between us babe , no . Not anymore .
My fingers are tired , I need to go do something useful , until then stay pretty people :)
I started my diagnostic exams yesterday , so far I have killed 4 papers another 1234787 to annihilate , woohoo bring on the late night study sessions and countless cups of tea . I cant wait ! My BM paper was okay , thought the fact that the ministry gave us fucked up topics for the essay part , I totally screwed up that part . My brain didnt contribute that much ideas so I was basically writing crap .My BM paper 1 was pretty much screwed too , 1st question dah salah -.- tafak weh , plus the text they gave us was in bahasa asli melayu with the "maka's" and " titah's" I fell asleep as soon as I finished reading the text -.- My english paper today was quite tough , especialy paper 2 . The paper 1 part was quite confusing , paper 2 heh jangan cakap lah . We had themes for the literature part , I didnt know how to start the themes part :s My guided writing was ze bomb I swear . Ideas kept pouring out like waterfalls .
Enough about exams already its giving me a headache -.-" .School was the usual , while waiting for our english paper to start , Luen and I took other people's slingbags and put it over our heads and acted like retarded pirates ARR ;) heh I love school :')
Life has been treating me well for the past few days . Its just that this , this tad bit of liking feeling towards this boi lah . OMG cannot lahh , not noww , correction cannot like him pun haisho :/ No I just cant , it.is.slowly.killing.me.inside
Plus , I have a friend . She is practically my bestfriend because well we are pretty close and ofcourse we update each other every once in awhile . I rant to her about my feelings everytime . Now dah kata bestfriends , you are supposed to support each other no matter how effed up his/her decision is right ? Not telling him/her that your decision is wrong and all . You are suppose to be my bestfriend , you have to support me not tell me that I wont sucseed and all hello all I need was someone to get my hopes up not bring me down . Your suppose to tell me everything is going to be alright even when theyre not , and not say awww nak buat cemana ? I dont feel the connection between us babe , no . Not anymore .
My fingers are tired , I need to go do something useful , until then stay pretty people :)
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