“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.”
Was going through tumblr , and I found this . I started being all fucked up emo , cause well . I kept reminiscing those moments we had . That indescribable feeling when your pass keeps on repeating itself in your head , and you keep thinking those decisions you made were all not worth it . And the worst thing about this feeling ? Regret . I fucking hate regrets .
Truth be told , I actually miss us . Before all of this , before us , before the confession . The time when we were close but not in a brother sister way , closer then bestfriends . Yes , I miss that .
I miss those times when you were the one I turned to when my mom was being unsupportive apart from my lovely JD's of course . You were the one I turn to when I need studying tips , All those late night talks , Those times you called just to make sure I was okay , You lame smart jokes which weren't funny at all but I pretended to laugh . I guess they were to smart for me huh ? :) haha . Remember 10.10 ? The first time we talked , I just got back from a funeral you comforted me and told me everything was going to be alright . Even though , we just got to know each other for a few minutes .
Gosh , haha every time , I remember all these things , it makes me all jolly and happy , but at the same time I feel like as if I just miss my chance to be with a very amazing guy .
Well , Iv learnt my lesson . Never fall for your bestfriend . Nope , never again . I do not wanna repeat my mistakes and go through this again . The pain , the horror , the torturing regrets D:
See how a relationship can actually change the friendship you had with someone ? Especially if that bestfriend means a hell lot to you .
Truth be told , I actually miss us . Before all of this , before us , before the confession . The time when we were close but not in a brother sister way , closer then bestfriends . Yes , I miss that .
I miss those times when you were the one I turned to when my mom was being unsupportive apart from my lovely JD's of course . You were the one I turn to when I need studying tips , All those late night talks , Those times you called just to make sure I was okay , You lame smart jokes which weren't funny at all but I pretended to laugh . I guess they were to smart for me huh ? :) haha . Remember 10.10 ? The first time we talked , I just got back from a funeral you comforted me and told me everything was going to be alright . Even though , we just got to know each other for a few minutes .
Gosh , haha every time , I remember all these things , it makes me all jolly and happy , but at the same time I feel like as if I just miss my chance to be with a very amazing guy .
Well , Iv learnt my lesson . Never fall for your bestfriend . Nope , never again . I do not wanna repeat my mistakes and go through this again . The pain , the horror , the torturing regrets D:
See how a relationship can actually change the friendship you had with someone ? Especially if that bestfriend means a hell lot to you .
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