" You can be the captain , and I can be your first mate "
Anyone up at 2 in the morning ? I am I am :D Well I just wasted my Sunday without opening books . I watched movies , 90210 episodes and chatted with Iman and his cousin . Those douche's :') I never get tired of their kebodohan-ness -.- I feel soo unproductive :/ STUDYY PO
K , now fr some pouring my heart out time . Have you ever felt like as if you know that you have move on but like when you see that he/her has someone else or if like some other person has grown feelings towards him/her you have that tad bit of jealousy feeling inside right ? Padahal you , yourself believe that you have moved on . You have stopped thinking about the past . You've let everything go .
Yes , I am feeling like this right now (y) , why ?
Well IDK lah , but you see I kinda saw his ignitials on some girls wall . And incase you were wondering I wasnt stalking . Kebetulan I was on her page k . I knoww I know , its just a small matter but to me it isnt . Things like this can bring me down . Mie and Pucca said its obvious I havent moved on , I can swear right now I have but , you know that feeling come on man , dont tell me I am the only one feeling like this :/
This time , I didnt cry . Oh no . He is not worth my tears , well not anymore . But I needed someone to talk to real bad . Eventually Mie came and saved the day , called her straight away and told her how I felt . Blame me for not listening to what shes trying to say . I know she cares fer me . She got annoyed , sorry Mie :( . But yeah I do admit I blew my chance .
Well according to Pucca , I was about to pour my heart out to her but she went off . She just told me to chill cause it was just 'her' . I didnt have anyone to talk to after that , dah kata its like 1 in the morning no ones online . I needed someone to talk to pronto .
In the end I just started a random conversation with Faisal and ended up telling him everything . He gave me advice , the exact same things Mie said to me . " I malas nak ambik kisah , and you should to , buang masa you know ? " O boy Ive wasted 4 months k .
Ive gotta put a stop to this lah , I have to forget things and get over it . I have , its just that I cant help but feel jealous . Dumbshit lah .
nights , I shall go sleep now . Take care mofo's . x
Yes , I am feeling like this right now (y) , why ?
Well IDK lah , but you see I kinda saw his ignitials on some girls wall . And incase you were wondering I wasnt stalking . Kebetulan I was on her page k . I knoww I know , its just a small matter but to me it isnt . Things like this can bring me down . Mie and Pucca said its obvious I havent moved on , I can swear right now I have but , you know that feeling come on man , dont tell me I am the only one feeling like this :/
This time , I didnt cry . Oh no . He is not worth my tears , well not anymore . But I needed someone to talk to real bad . Eventually Mie came and saved the day , called her straight away and told her how I felt . Blame me for not listening to what shes trying to say . I know she cares fer me . She got annoyed , sorry Mie :( . But yeah I do admit I blew my chance .
Well according to Pucca , I was about to pour my heart out to her but she went off . She just told me to chill cause it was just 'her' . I didnt have anyone to talk to after that , dah kata its like 1 in the morning no ones online . I needed someone to talk to pronto .
In the end I just started a random conversation with Faisal and ended up telling him everything . He gave me advice , the exact same things Mie said to me . " I malas nak ambik kisah , and you should to , buang masa you know ? " O boy Ive wasted 4 months k .
Ive gotta put a stop to this lah , I have to forget things and get over it . I have , its just that I cant help but feel jealous . Dumbshit lah .
nights , I shall go sleep now . Take care mofo's . x
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